Post by wolf123 on Mar 20, 2006 5:16:35 GMT -5
No this isnt.....this cant happen.....what have i done to not deserve her have i been mean to her have i not acted like the perfect guy around her. When i see her beautiful green eyes i begin to lose my breath. Her figure seems so perfect her skin the perfect color her rose colored lips are something i long for. Her rosy cheeks giving her an innocent look. But why has she not accepted me.......I had gotten the guts to tell her to tell her how i felt about her she left me there to cry alone. I go every day now walking past her resisting the urge to touch her grab her and make her press herself against me as i leave kisses on her neck. Remembering her scent in my mind i imagine her with me. She is pressed up against me and telling me how much she loves me. But i wake up in class and find myself in the real world alone and falling apart. Now I imagine her in my bed pressed up against me under the covers I hold on tightly to her never wanting to let go but i find myself just holding a pillow pretending it was her now i find myself holding to the pillow tightly crying into it wanting for her to be there. Some people say to let her go they will be others. No i cant let her go i cant let her go i have promised myself i wouldn't let go that i would hang on to her memory like a dying man trying to hold on for dear life. Her sweet voice makes me weak and powerless there is nothing i wouldn't do for her. She is my angel a dove for which on my part i have never held, so loving, so caring, She is my angel and I am nothing but one of her Fallen friends, I stay on earth and suffer for her...........