Feeling Like A Criminal (on hiatus)

[Jo]

Disclaimer

This story is compeltely fictional. Any foreign term shall be posted at the end of the post. Any songs here shall be also put onto the end of each post for the uses of a disclaimer to all references to any other persons song/character/book/etc. Warning may contain foul language, scenes of violence and mature subject matters. Veiwer discretion advised.

[Jo]

Chapter One: The Unforgivable Crime

The hordes of groaning surfaced up in Raccoon City. The epidemic of murders that shortly ended were now erupting into pandemonium. In the early hours of such reports made by citizens of the small American sized city. Of course police chief Brian Irons was the incompetent man he insisted that these heinous crimes would be put to peace. They never knew the incredible terror that was to come. The highly infectious T-Virus was spreading quickly. More then any of the other Umbrella scientists expected if such accident occurred.The undead were growing in numbers.

Age, gender, health condition.... all human kind was subject-able to this. Even different species all together. R.P.D was immediately on the task of holding them off. Then when hope seemed it would come it was crushed. The involvement of S.T.A.R.S (Special Tactics And Rescue Squad) and members of U.B.C.S (Umbrella Biohazard Countermeasure Service) came much later on during the week. Those who escaped becoming part of the undead would most likely become them sooner or later.

A few of us who are apart of STARS still remember those days. I betrayed my team.... I turned my back on them. I no longer think I could ever face them. I tried to leave him.... that took the most cunning and acting needed to convince him of my web of lies. In the end they knew who I really worked for but they never knew my reason why. I couldn't let them hurt him.... I did everything for him. When I first learned of the cannibal murders I immediately sent him away for safety reasons. Perhaps they may never have learned of my involvement if Jillian Masters wasn't so suspicious of me. Ayami Garnet was a movable puppet, her opinion usually put aside. Her radical idea's too... destructive them necessary.

It was so easy.... they believed in me. Believed that I could maybe do something to help all of us escape the city alive. At the time I had my priorities set, my mission was to come first. My notorious adventure was rumored all through the under goings of Umbrella. Everyone in the Security Sector and Science knew of my deceitful act. This is my memoir of that incident. I won't truly publish it but it will help to jot everything down. Only five months after the incident then I quit, then six long years passed. Not one day goes by that I don't think of how I may have ruined their lives.. I quit Umbrella Corp. for what seemed to many of my colleagues for no apparent reason. But they were their... every turn I seen their faces with disgust or disappointment. And when I see my three year old son Micheal is sleeping soundly, he hugs his stuffed bear so much not letting the world take it.

I want to cry.... just to lay down and see what misery I've brought to other to make the pain increase to know how horrible of a person I became in their minds. After going under the radar of everyone I changed my last name to what it was originally. After leaving the multi-million dollar corporation I became a waitress in a fair sized restaurant. It had class and most of all they people I worked with gave me hope... hope that everything might turn out to be alright.

I still can see Jack's, Ayami's and Jillian's expressions when they found out I planned our escape route and lead them on an almost wild goose chase. Realizing it now, I can no longer blame Jillian for my anger... it really should have been pointed at myself. I was in a helicopter provided by Umbrella and they were still on the ground.They survived while the rest of team Gamma was murdered, by me. I got what I needed. Thats all that mattered. I should really start my story from the beginning.

[Jo]

Chapter Two: Truth of Lies

It was maybe late summer, early autumn when everything really started. S.T.A.R.S Alpha team and Bravo, well what was left, was suspened. They had said alot of nonsense of the older Spencer Mansion was a labratory creating biological wepaons or something of the sort what from they could figure out.

But the truth was they were correct. But of course Umbrella Corp made it so everyone disbeleived them. Their crazy ramblings of zombies, zombies dogs, abnormally dangerous snakes and spiders were infact real. In the next while Chris Redfield, Jill Valentine, Brad Vickers, Rebecca Chambers and Barry Burton left. To where? No one knew, everyone speculated that they left because of their steadily declining reputations were wreaking havoc on their minds.

Then the murders became almost daily, everything spiraling into choas. And this is where my tale really begins....

This is when I plotted to murder, to kill some of my best friends. To be the horrid woman whom many shall one day hate. I guess it was enivitable.